Foot in Mouth

Well I think I had one of those foot in mouth moments.  After being so frustrated with hanging in the wind with whether I am or am I not getting winter work.  We are thank you to the upper management who went through so much work making sure we are not laid off.  As well as the frustration of working all summer long doing the job of four people when two of the four doing the bare minimum and the other person because he thinks he is high and mighty with his half-arsed detail doing nothing.  He was doing nothing and trying to soak up as many hours as possible and thought he was big man because he was picking his own hours and doing whatever the hell he wanted.  Then when I make a simple mistake that was an easy fix because it was just in the log that we keep for our benefits I get told that I must be too tired and they deny me any overtime for a week.  However everyone else can make mistake after mistake and its just brushed aside as Alexis will take care of it.  So getting back to putting my foot in my mouth we had the end of year meeting where we discussed what went well and what went wrong in the season.  That's when it popped out that and I quote "It was fucking miserable in dispatch this year".  The whole thing came up when one of the guys said he wished supervisors would listen better and I agreed.  When asked to specify I made it clear that I didn't feel comfortable going into it in front of everyone so now I'm waiting for them to call a meeting to inquire as to why it was the season from HELL.  More on that when it comes :(